motivation

the strange thing about motivating myself is that i always need some kind of ideal that i want to achieve. it's not that i do something for the fun of it and my ideal is to have fun. that was never enough. i need a goal that i can meet - then i'm having fun. even if i'm not reaching my aim i'm having fun trying the best to reach. but if there is no goal there is no fun. AND having a hero that i can put on a pedestal always helps;-)....i'm strange