did I change a lot?

I used to flinch when having to listen to christmas songs in november...now I just thought...somehow this is nice. and then my next shocking thought: I can't wait for christmas...
yes, I thought that. I'm guilty...and strange. what happened to the adorable christmas hater? where is she and why does she hide?
is this only because I'm all stressed and wait for a little relaxation to visit? is it because everything will be different this christmas? is it because I changed a lot?
these mysteries will be revealed at last - I hope. stay tuned.