I can still feel the clouds in my head from the medication. somehow my body doesn't really know how to deal with all them drugs in it.
And despite the fact that I'm supporting my immune system with all sorts of natural and chemical substances it won't work. I'm getting worse.
Somehow it seems that this is a battle of me against my body and we all know who will finally win. It's a mismatch and I know it, but one can try.
Can someone please get me some rest?
On the other hand I don't wanna rest. I know I'm ill because of unresolved problems, a chaos I live in and a lack of rest. I'm willing to change that but I don't wanna be ill first. I'm willing to change it now. not after being ill...
sometimes I just don't get my body at all.
12/06/2005
cloudy winter day
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sweetie, keep your head up and your hopes too. go to bed when you're finally home & get some sleep. and if I find you woozling (remember?) around the flat when I come home I'm gonna put you to bed with all the force it needs. I love you, be strong.
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