I f*** hate this clock

a year or so ago I abandoned my swatch because it would tick so loudly that I couldn't sleep. and during exams everyone in my proximity could hear it and was seriously infected with concentration deficit.
now i got this clock inside myself and it's ticking 4 tims as loud and I can't throw it away...

and the most pathetic thing ever probably is that I try to silence that clock by playing computer. the sims. yeah, like that's gonna help any.