I keep looking at the clock

it keeps ticking but way too slow. but I'm glad that I'm at work, because Love is at school and I'd be home alone supposedly studying. like I would.
a very nervous wreck I am. but I'm not freaking yet and my pulse is normal I guess.
but I wish I was already there or do I wish to have it all done and over already. heck, what do I know.
4pm is far away that's what it is. oh yes yes yes yes yes.