mind, body, soul

freedom is to have nothing to care about, that's what it is.
I'm agressive, passive-aggressive tho. I wanna bash in some walls until I'm empty, but I can't because that's just not what one does. my stomach is screaming at the top of it's lungs but I'm not doing anything about it. pain.
pain in my mouth too, cuz my gums decided to give in too. great.

but what I just realised is that I'm without inspiration. "sometimes, when you don't know where to go it's best to stay where you are." well I stood and watched for quite a while now and guess what. I wasn't happy with that either. I need some energy and some time to do with it what I want. but then - what do I want? get healthy, that's what it is...