stress

mostly I'm hungry because I don't find the time to eat here. Again I'm the one who gets things organised and not that I mind but how on earth can people be so slow?
mostly I'm creating all the stress by myself but never so much that I don't like it anymore.
I love this. I need this. That's the positive stress I was looking to find for years now.
And as much as they made me hate school, in the end it was some sort of stress I liked most of the time.

Now I'm back there somehow, but more positively and with a little more sleep that I can actually enjoy.