Melancholy meets Happiness

I like it so much that the melancholy is here again. And what I like most is, that I find it not depressing at all. Quite the opposite - I find it beautiful. So beautiful that I had to cry.
Sitting in a bare room. Free of all decoration, free of all that might veil purity. And unaltered rhythm that goes through my ears right into my brain and boy did I like that.
Probably the first time ever that Melancholy didn't come with Dejectedness.
I learn so much these days. About me, about you...will I be able to keep all that in mind, or will I rediscover it everytime again? Wow, this is thrilling...